I think I will ask god why for the rest of my life And never will I come to understand it Even if god himself came in front of me and told me the reason I don’t think I will accept it Some loves are too hard to bear And with great love comes great…

Sorry for not answering calls, texts, messages.  Thank you for all the kind words and love.   I am home, with Lucy, who doesn’t seem to realize/notice her brother is gone.  I am not okay. I have off work the next few days.   I keep calling out for him but he’s not here anymore. I have…

I’m so sorry to report: Linus Manuel Lopes passed away peacefully in my arms today, July 25, at 12:32pm after a short illness; he was 14. Born under a lawnmower in Lake Hiawatha, NJ on or around May 25, 2009, he and his sister Lucy are the only survivors of their litter.  Despite a precarious…