I made the bed and changed the sheets. Lucy jumped on the bathroom counter to drink from the sink – a first since Monday. I went to the pool. She sat on his chaise. I moved my body by wandering Home Goods for a hour. Jk. Sort of. I really did go bc last week…

Today little Lucita (who’s not so little anymore) slept, albeit briefly, in a spot other than my bed. It also happens to be one of his spots (she’d take the bottom ‘bunk’). She’s still only eating when I’m in the kitchen with her so I have to get up often to be with her there.…

On the third day I brought my sweet baby bunny bear boy home. I left the house today. Technically, I left more than a dozen times. Each time I closed and locked the door, I immediately went back and looked for him to greet me; to come running from the narwhal bed or the pink…

I keep thinking of Linus hiding under the bed beginning Friday and then having to drag him out Monday to take him back to the hospital. Our last sleep together, Thursday night.  Friday and then Monday night, when he was home, he hid under the bed.I had no idea what was coming. I could never…

Lucy hasn’t left my side. She doesn’t eat or drink unless I’m in the kitchen or living room (she did eat overnight and play and use the litter box). She hasn’t gone to her little cubby or donut bed or narwhal bed. She’s such a sweet baby girl. We both feel very, very loved.