Stop all the clocks, cut off the telephone, Prevent the dog from barking with a juicy bone, Silence the pianos and with muffled drum Bring out the coffin, let the mourners come. Let aeroplanes circle moaning overhead Scribbling on the sky the message He is Dead, Put crêpe bows round the white necks of the…

Who would take Lucy?

I don’t want to live in this world if he’s not in it.

I miss Linus so much. I’m so sad. I cry every day, usually log off of work and just go to bed and cry. I haven’t laid on the couch since July and with the exception of sitting on the edge of the couch the night before my surgery, that entire side of the couch…

I wonder if I’ll ever be as happy as I was when he was alive. I miss his meows so much. I’m grateful I took so many videos. I hope he’s not mad at me.